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mY ScReAMinG…………..

~~BeCoZ oF U~~250905_0137

I will not make the same mistakes that u did
I Will not let myself coz my heart so much misery
I will not break The Way U did
U fell so Hard
I’ve learned the hard way to never let it get that far
Becoz of u…
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Becoz 0f U..
I Learned to play onthe safe side so i don’t get hurt
Becoz of U…
i Find it hard to TrusT not only me but everyone around me
Becoz of U… I am afraid
I Lose My Way and its not too long befor u point it out
I can’t cry becoz i know that’s weakness in ur eyes
i’m forced to fake..a smile..a laugh..everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start withi
I watched u die..i heard u cry every night in ur sleep
I was so young..u should have known better than to lean on me
U never thought of anyone else
U  just saw ur pain
And now i cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Becoz of u…I AM AFRAID!!!!11111
Becoz of u..
I learned to play on the safe side so i don’t get hurt
I try hardest to forget everything
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Becoz of u..
I’m ashamed of my life becoz it’s empty

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7 Responses to “mY ScReAMinG…………..”

  1. Zuneth Says:
    September 29th, 2005 at 7:49 am

    iqe, sebenarnya kamu sedang kenapa ya?? menjadi positive dan memehami keberadaan “Tuhan” akan menjernihkan fikr dan terutanma sudut pandang… tapi aku sangat tertarik dengan faya tulisan kamu, bila memag benar apa yang kamu tulis, kamu salah seorang yang bisa bercerita dengan apik lewat sebuah syair…

  2. Iqbal Says:
    September 30th, 2005 at 5:27 am

    >>>>menjadi positive dan memahami keberadaan “Tuhan” akan menjernihkan fikir dan terutama sudut pandang…<<<
    setuju sama om zuneth ;)

  3. Aa Jo Says:
    October 2nd, 2005 at 12:22 am

    Life is so full of contradictions…..

    black and white
    hot and cold
    empty and full
    wet and dry

    sometimes in the emptiness there lies fullness….empty on the outside but full on the inside…

    sometimes the fullness is unreal….it looks full…but maybe it is actually empty??

  4. Zuneth Says:
    October 3rd, 2005 at 5:54 am

    menjadi positive dan memahami keberadaan “Tuhan” adalah hal yang mudah bila mau belajar dan merenungi hakikat keberadaan-Nya… memahami “Tuhan” berarti kita memahami apa sejatinya kebenaran dengan memahaminya sebagai kebenaran itu sendiri… selamat mencoba juga untuk yang lain… bagaimana bung iqbal??

  5. Iqbal Says:
    October 3rd, 2005 at 6:59 am

    hahaha…iya deh om Zuneth..saptujuh2 mawon kulo….mumpung lagi datang bulan baik…(loh, kok jadi ambigu gini yah?) maksutnya mumpung ramadhan, kesempatan baik buat meninggalkan hal2 yg gak penting demi kemajuan diri. ;) …..duh, sapa sih yg ngetik nih?enggak aku banget yah?…wekekeke… dah ah,trus bjuang aja qe…qta semua m’dukungmu kok… :)

  6. Qei Says:
    October 4th, 2005 at 8:06 pm

    Sepertinya disini terjadi interaksi pergelutan yg sgt hebat..hihihi thanks ya buat dukungannya..pasti aku akan berusaha..hmm utk apa ya? oh iya ya pokoknya entu deh hehehe

  7. Iqbal Says:
    October 5th, 2005 at 6:43 am

    hihihi….iya yah, kok jadi kayak forum gini seh? gimana kl sekalian aja bikin forum dg judul “Saving Private Qei” ;) hehehe….
    loh qe, itu bjuang maksutnya berjuang untuk maju loh, bukan bjuang untuk bujang…wekekekek… =))

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