Co0L FoX

~~BeCoZ oF U~~

I will not make the same mistakes that u did
I Will not let myself coz my heart so much misery
I will not break The Way U did
U fell so Hard
I’ve learned the hard way to never let it get that far
Becoz of u…
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Becoz 0f U..
I Learned to play onthe safe side so i don’t get hurt
Becoz of U…
i Find it hard to TrusT not only me but everyone around me
Becoz of U… I am afraid
I Lose My Way and its not too long befor u point it out
I can’t cry becoz i know that’s weakness in ur eyes
i’m forced to fake..a smile..a laugh..everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start withi
I watched u die..i heard u cry every night in ur sleep
I was so young..u should have known better than to lean on me
U never thought of anyone else
U  just saw ur pain
And now i cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Becoz of u…I AM AFRAID!!!!11111
Becoz of u..
I learned to play on the safe side so i don’t get hurt
I try hardest to forget everything
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Becoz of u..
I’m ashamed of my life becoz it’s empty

WhY..?

I’m lookiNg For ThE HapPineSS in This WorlD
But Why i haVe to IgnoRe and rejeCt My Feelings
Am I beComE StupiD perSon or What..?

No..
i HaVe t0 PlaYing Safe So I w0n’t GeT HuRt
HurT..
i  HAte thaT fEeLinG
TraUmatic..
I have t0 cure fRom thaT

If DoN’t..My heARt woulD becoMe MoRe FroZeN
And i D0n’t KnoW h0w to SaFe My Heart AgaiN

WheRe is The ArmS of tHe AnGeL
WhY u FaR AwaY FroM HerE
WheN u WiLL FinD SoMe CoMfoRt HeRe..

Qe..
Do U evEr ReMemBEr
How U cAn be In Luv anD Loved bY SoMeoNe
BeT.. U DoN’t!!!!!!!!!!
U haVe deaD FeELiNg NoW
U toTtaLy n0 AnsWeR..hoW to MaKe U Happy Now
EveN u TrY HardEr..eVeN u Fly aNd runAway
U CaN’t Hide..U StiLL HuRt!!!!!!!!

YeS..I Do’nT Have Any AnSwer FoR All ThaT QueStion
ThaT i KnoW Now……..

"mY hEaRt has WiNgS..It Starts SpreaD"